So I've been wondering since Thursday how my friend did on her test. I just haven't had time to call, or rather, I thought of it when it was far too late to call or I wasn't in a good place to call. doh. I thought it was strange she didn't call me.
Today I went looking in my junk folder because I was expecting an email that just never arrived, and I found a voicemail from said friend. She said she passed! Woohoo!
I'm so very very happy for her! It's a huge deal for her career-wise. I'm so damn proud of her! And so very glad I actually helped!! woohoo!!!!!
I feel a lot less useless and broken. At least for the moment. As a result.
I'm still broken though. I always will be, I think. It's depressing. Though what really killing me is that I've had a fucking yeast infection for the past MONTH, and no OTC I've tired has actually helped! Though, I should say, I think I managed to kill the yeast in my vagina, but the yeast on my vulva just will NOT die. :( :( :( I don't know what to do!
I called my doctor's office today, to try to get some help. I think I must have called like 30 times. When I finally got through I got their fucking recorded message!! So they aren't in. Maybe not at all today. >.< I really don't know what to do now. **frustrated** I want to have SEX again for fuck's sake! It's seriously messing up my moods/mental health/general health. *Sigh*