Regret

I should never have tried to get my hip tattoo 'fixed'. I was so much better off when it was at least whole. Now I just have a painful, ugly, mess.

*sobs*

WTF am I supposed to do now?!? Even if Rick agrees to try and touch it up, which I almost doubt, what good will it do?? I have no faith that it will heal any better a second time.

*cries*

I feel like I've lost a part of myself.

Fibro has stolen so much from me, but this, this is just unbearable.